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ok...calmed down a little.... -_- I guess I'm just gonna have to write some long, difficult emails tonight. Y'know what just occured to me, though? I'm prolly gonna get yelled at for saying anything about it here, because of COURSE it'll turn out that my ex reads it, and I should've known better, blah blah blah.... merf Y'know what really gets to me? For the past few months, I've been posting a lot on my friend's message board. It's gotten to the point where it's become part of my 'net routine, a place to kill some time and let off some steam when I have a spare moment or two. It was a sort of haven I could flee to when I was fed up with everything else. A month or so back, one of my ex's started posting there. Which is fine - he's a good guy, I don't hold anything against him. But...hey, y'know what's fun? Apparantly, now that he's there, I'm required to censor everything I post, just in case he should come across it. And when I don't, I get comments like "geez, ali, I wouldn't want to be YOUR ex boyfriend." What the fuck?! DAMN I hate this fucking bullshit. I'm tired, I just got dragged out of bed at 3AM to sign out some drunk friends of mine so they could go home from a party I wasn't even at, and what do I get when I take a peek at the board? I get that my own goddamn friends think I'm some kinda loud-mouthed whore. look, guys. I may have done some stupid shit over the years, and I may have gone out with people I shouldn't have, but I'm a KID!! I'm learning, ok? Can we just MOVE ON and stop beating the rotting corpse of a horse that is my past lovelife? *sighs* gah....I'm prolly gonna delete this tomorrow...damn....-_- this is me being a dork http://members.ebay.com/aboutme/wildgoose99/ whew...glad that's over with.... :P It just occured to me that I never linked to the new AliCam locale....It's here, if anyone's curious. Sorry about the banners, but my webmaster was a little pissed about the constant uploading, and geocities is the only server I can afford to get kicked off of. *g* I'm trying to figure out if I should link to it from the main site, or keep it sort of hard to find...maybe I'll just link to it from this page....ack.. anyways... I got home from Florida on Sunday, and it occured to me that I never bothered to make note of that here. Oops. The lapse it prolly due to the fact that not much of interest has happened since then...except that I finally met Mark's girlfriend. Who, thank god, seems to be very nice....*lets out a massive sigh of relief* More later...right now, I have to rewrite a screenplay... ;P :: end blah :: Want to read the REALLY old shit? Here ya go.
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